John 11:25-26 “Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in Me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?"
The stage is set, a loved one has died, and all of us who have loved this person are present at their funeral. There has been a lot of work that has led up to this day and thankfully, the busyness of all that is required of us has kept our mind from wandering. We have reserved the date and the venue; we have gone to the funeral home to make arrangements; we have chosen either a casket or an urn; we have prepared a program; we have gathered photographs, and we have carefully considered the music that will be played, and the day is finally here. We are grieving, full of sorrow, broken hearted that the life of this individual has come to an end, and even though it is over, hopefully this event will mark the final celebration of a life that was well-lived. But when it is all said and done and everything is cleaned up, everyone goes their own way, you are left with your own memories, your own thoughts and a very personal grief, and so begins the journey down a road that you may have never traveled before. It is about this time, in your loneliness, in your brokenness, that doubt begins to creep into your mind and a battle begins to war within your soul.
There is another funeral that takes place in the New Testament; it’s the story of Lazarus and his two sisters, Mary and Martha. This funeral takes on a completely different twist, where the dead is raised to life once again, but not until Lazarus has been in the tomb for four days. Mary and Martha have been grieving the loss of their brother, and when Jesus finally arrives on the scene, it is too late, Lazarus is dead. But Jesus says to Martha, "Your brother will rise again," to which she replies, "I know he will rise again in the resurrection at the last day." (John 11:23-24) At this point, Martha has a theology, she has a belief in Jesus, she knows who He is and she believes in the power available to Him, but she says to Him, “Lord, had You been here, my brother would not have died.” (v.21) I love it that Martha spoke the words we will only dare to utter in the privacy of our own thoughts and prayers -- where were You, Lord, when my loved one died; how could You have let this happen? But Jesus is not offended by her words, and I can visually see Him lovingly cupping His hands under her chin and lifting her downcast eyes toward Him, drawing her in so she can fully see Him face to face, bringing her to a place of profound personal intimacy with Him, and asking her, “Do you believe this?”
Time must have stood still and it must have seemed like an eternity in that moment. Four days of grieving the loss of her beloved brother had seemed like forever, and this very personal tragedy had left her with feelings of anger, doubt, unbelief, searing pain and overwhelming sadness. Her eyes must have been puffy from weeping and her heart aching, longing to hold her brother in her arms once again; the finality of it all was more than she could bear. His question may have caught her off guard, because she would have had to look away from the tomb, away from the reality that all hope had been lost and become aware of her overwhelming personal need to gaze upon Jesus, and to really consider and ponder His question. When she finally looked up at her dearest Friend and replied, "Yes, Lord, I believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, who is to come into the world," (v.27) Instantly, in the twinkling of an eye, something changed in Martha. That tiny little ember of hope turned into a flicker, a flame, and immediately she knew, all was well within her soul because she was face to face with her Savior. It really was irrelevant that Lazarus was raised from the dead, because the miracle had already occurred, Martha came to believe right then and there that Jesus had the ability to pour new life into her and He was able to resurrect her broken spirit and bring her to a place of hope and peace through her personal and intimate belief in Him. Do you believe this can happen to you?